Thursday, July 29, 2010
GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR.
i hate it when her and my time table doesn't match. i want to wait for her. but while waiting, what am i gonna do?!
so irritating.



sorry dear. never bring u home for this week :(
We both kenna by police on monday just because i was lying down on her bag. i think the police though that i was lying down on her lap or something. dumb.


then tuesday, we went to mac after common test. i help her do maths hw ^^.
then she went home..

wednesday, went out with min san, suhartono and ariel.
help her msg ppl :D
so fun.
then, today... art, maths, recess, i saw the boys punished by mr chin. ask them not to play during recess still play -.-

then, english. i wanted to slp... badly. really badly.
sci, lucky end fast.
mother tongue, chiong hw in the library. but didnt manage to finish all..
then schll end. never saw ariel.. went home.
come back home, maple!
level32 lioa. tmr go MC :D
hopefully i can wear my staff sooooon :)
i just love to say I LOVE YOU to ariel... everyday!!!!!!!!

I miss her every single sec. my heart beats as one as hers.













8more days. and its 3months dear :) I Love You!


It's so fluffy, im gonna die!!
ITS SO FLUFFY!!

Friday, July 23, 2010
I can't keep chasing you.
Taking my life away.

I don't think she understands the sacrifices that i made
Maybe if this bitch had acted right
i would've stayed
But i've already wasted over
half of my life.
i would've laid down
and died for you.
No more pain bitch you
Took me for granted took my
heart and ran it straight into the planet
Into the dirt, i can no longer stand it
Now my respect i demand it
imma take control of that relationship
Command it and imma be the boss of you
now god damn it.


But i finally took my heart away from you.
And i thank you for giving it back bitch



And all thanks to you.
I have found a real treasure.
That i wouldn't let go of.
She's my life and not you anymore.
I don't give a fuck what i promise to you
Because im trully devoted to her.
I'm no longer know you.

















I Love You, Ariel.

Tuesday, July 20, 2010
Girl, your stuff is whack
You are just a black girl who thinks she's white.
You ain't the real deal.
You need to take your butt down to the show just to get a yourself a free meal
And what's the deal with this word betrayer?
you're just a poor black girl with no boyfriend
aww, don't cry and pout
looks like EmL's gonna make you cry.
I got no wife. But i got a girlfriend
What'cha gonna do trying battle me?
Because i can rip you in front of your crew like it didn't happen.
The difference is, im real and you're phony.
My style's fat.

Thursday, July 15, 2010
look look.
this free worlds got you gassed up
now who's afraid of the big bad wolf?
Your pac, he's pack, your pac,
None.
This guy ain't no mothafuckin' representative.
I know everything he's got to say against me
I am Mongolia. I am a fucking bum
I do sweat like a dog.
My boy future is an uncle tom
i do got a dumb friend named
Min san
who shoots himself in dota with his own hero
I did get jumped by all 3of you chumps
and fat ass did disturb my girl
im still standin here screaming
FUCK THE FREE WORLD
but never try to judge me dude.
You don't know what the fuck
i've been through.
But i know something about you.
You flirted with every outstanding girl
what's the matter dogg? you're embarrased?
This guy's a gansta? his real name's *****
And ***** lives at home with both parents
and ***** parents have a real good marriage.
This guy don't wanna battle.
He's shook.
Cause ain't no such things as
HALF-WAY CROOKS!
He's scared to look in his fuckin' year book.
FUCK FLIRTER.
FUCK THE BEAT. I GO ACAPELLA
FUCK A FAT ASS
FUCK A THIN ASS
FUCK A MEDIUM ASS
FUCK EVERYBODY!
FUCK Y'ALL IF YOU DOUBT ME!
IM A PIECE OF FUCKIN' TRASH.
AND I SAY IT PROUDLY!
FUCK THIS BATTLE. CAUSE YOU'RE GOING DOWN!
go out and tell these people they don't know about me.

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Moons and stars shines at night. so they could replace the sun in the night and lets you find your way in a dark place.

Wednesday, July 14, 2010
YO.






I've spent most of my life walking under that hovering cloud, jealousy, whose acid raindrops blurred my vision and burned holes in my heart.





why cant i tell myself to be myself?
i wanna feel the rhythm of love.
I love ariel and so does she.
but why cant i put an end to this envy.
I dont wanna be eaten up by jealousy.
Im Sorry.

Monday, July 12, 2010

IHATEBEINGME!
I AM SERIOUSLY TIRED OF LIVING THIS LIFE!
Somehow, this isn't what i wanted from the beginning.
Why is this happening to us?
Do you have any idea how much i hate this feeling that i'm having right now?
Why?
Change it. Please. I seriously hate it.
Idk why, but i'm beginning to feel that we are drifting apart.
Why is that so? Whats the reason?
You tell me that you don't like him and my friends.
Can i tell you who i dun like from your friends?
Am i able to say what i want to you?
You tell me that you don't like me messaging him.
Can i tell you that i do not like you texting her?
What if, i say that i'm getting the wrong idea?
Do you have any idea how i feel?
Spare a thought for me, please.
I don't wanna say something that you don't like, that is why i keep it to myself.
You said something i don't like to me, making me feel so upset.
Sometimes, i would wonder..
Am i really your girlfriend?.



























Im sorry dear. i never thought those words could hurt you.
we aint drifting apart. not anymore. and will never again.
I'm sorry.
I never realised i hurted you so badly.
i shouldn't have been so selfish.
I'm sorry.

i could only say I'm sorry and make a change.
and yes. you are my girlfriend.
Forgive me alrights? Promise that i will never do this kind of thing again. I promise to not to go back on this promise.
I'm sorry dear.



I love you.

Friday, July 9, 2010




Yeah. Back to blogger!
Ariel ask me update my dead blog, so here i am :D





Many things Changed.

I got a new phone. Motorola Dext.
Kinda nice..
will post pictures of it at the end of the post.



Yup. Finally, celebrated my two monthsary with Ariel :)
Im sorry dear, never celebrated the first with you.

And guess what, Eminem recovery is here!
will post one or two picture of the album :D
i got all the album song. Relapse too.
Changed my blog skin. I think its a bit girly. but who cares. i like it :D
Now, waiting for Ariel to come back from NCC(Air)
Wanted to go LAN today but tono never came so i went home. if went to LAN would have went back to school then bring Ariel home. But never :( Sorry dear.



We are finally ignoring those bitches and bastards.
And today i played in the same team as that bastard.
He scored only one goal. and i scored two :P
PWNED YA!


I wanna watch Despicable me with Ariel anytime soon :D
And karate kid on my computer ._.




Ending here :D
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