You were nothing but a text on a screen. But now, you're my everything.



Yeah, guess 2days more? im leaving already.
Leaving a beautiful girl.
I'm sorry dear.

Yeah today, woke up at 8am.
Went with papa to school for parent's meeting.
Msleow say i very playful and rude to msgwee.hot tempered. blah blah blah.
My papa then angry.
Scold me all the way.
Mama later call me then scold.
Ask me clean house and do chores.
So i cleaned the whole house and did chores and cooking.
So tired.
Never talk so much with ariel...
Listen to few songs then DOTA with min san. msg ariel while cooking.
Eat while dota. then no mood to coz fps lag like shit.
Then no mood coz of result book.
come update then, went to play mafia wars. level 415 alr :D









I'll be the only one. Only.

I don't want to leave you.





3days and 12hr... Im going back to Mongolia. Yet, i doesn't want to.
I don't want to leave her behind..
070610. i'll not be able to be with her. Damn it. It's our 1month anniversary... Yet im not around.




I'm sorry dear..






Tuesday. did corrections for science. then school ended.


Went to QNPS with Min san, Tono, and my dear.
Waited for Tao, but he never come.
and PC gimme letter for baecky.
Then bring Ariel to Kovan MRT. then i went home.

Thursday.

Went for the judo thing. In the bus, kept playing with Ariel's hair. Hehehe.
Crawling is like what the fuck. was worried because Ariel didn't looked ok when we were going back to school.... After school, played soccer for awhile. Tried to bring Ariel with me. But i scared later the mum scold coz go home late. so i let her go and i went to QNPS alone. collected the form. Walked to Bus station, saw some old friends. said hi and left.
Took bus 23.
played psp and msg Ariel on the way......

Finally reached deh. then i like super sleepy?

went home, on computer chatted with Ariel and then went for dota.
came back, she went off9.. now msgin her ^^



well, then im updating.



When i was alone. Drifted away from the ship.
The ship left me again and again.
But this ship, came
And it took me.

I didn't really loved the ship.
But it changed... on 070510.
I don't want to get down from that ship
Because you're on that ship too.

Hello.

Sunday :

Watched anime then play psp. In the afternoon went out to buy things for myself.
with mama.

Bought a bag, pants and a shoe only. Rest, mama papa buy for themselves ._.


While shopping, msg Ariel, till she sleep.
then i come back home around, 10.30pm +.
shower pack bag and then went to sleep. but couldn't so, played PSP.

Tired. so really this time, i went to sleep.






Woke up.

Shower, then left home.

On the way, msg Ariel again :)

Talk. then assembly..... hate it?



Then Sci, did corrections for part A only. i think tomorrow then B.
Because not enough time to go through all. Recess. played soccer.

Maths, Thomas koh never come, so we went to hall. Did some nonsense.

Went back to class. Francis busy with the 5N classes. So MrChen took over. Watched Soccer videos. then i feel sleepy leh..
English, read the story. then while teacher explain, i sleep liao. for about 15min i think.
Then si jie wake me up ^^

I draw the story event and just hand up. Nonsense drawing deh.


After school, decided to go eat lunch with Suhar, Min San and Zhi jia. Wanted Ariel to come. But i had no money to treat her!! >< sorry!!

Then i felt like i would waste her time. So didn't ask her come == Sorry!

COme back home after lunch. Online, then MW. talk with Ariel online...
then DOTA with tao and Min san. we won :D





then feel like changing skin again. so searching for one later.
for now
updated :D


if i dun say i beautiful means i dun trust u... its a fact tht im not. teehee(:
( But its a fact that you're beautiful.)














Our Story has just began.

Hi?


Yesterday.


what did i do? i dont know. i remember msg-in Ariel and talking to her on phone.
well, dota too :D


TV? kinda.


house? Whole day stayed there.









Blog? i dont know.
Anime? Nope.
Manga? Yes.
Facebook? DUH.
Msn? -.- duh.

Music? yes yes.
Cookin? yes

Ariel? every single 1s :D



















Be happy :D


i updated :D

HOW CAN I DESCRIBE HOW I FEEL ?

OH ! ITS MUSIC.



lock down by this thing called love.
Crack down by this thing called love.
killed by this thing called love.


Captured by a girl called Ariel :D

Yeah baby, i wanna stay with her so badly.
i wanna ignore all other people and stay with her only.


Whats going through my mind when the teacher are talkin infront of the class?

im just thinking of her :D nothing else like mattered.



But why dogs have to come and disturb us?
Dogs from India so irritating.
i dont mean to racist. But they make one
when they pour some gas on my head.
and it goes on fire like hell.

Oh! please wont you dogs leave us alone?
we just wanna treasure all the day we spending together.
Dont you think you dogs going a little bit over.





9more days. and im GONE.
from sg of course.

Gonna see my grandparents which hadnt for 5years...
Happy to hear that.
but not so happy to leave my girl around here in sg.. So dangerous.
yet PM say safe ... dont think so!

today, got all my paper.
all passed.
except, Maths ._.
and know what. its the worst paper i ever got! 27/100 ._.
But my result almost the same as Ariel leh.Teehee.
then during recess played soccer, draw. 0-0
and lesson, slack during eng coz ms leow bo come :D

then went to hall. R.I.P Dr Goh. Though im not from Singapore.
I think you are the one of the best man in this world that has left us.
But still, You're Great! Hope you can come back to us in next life.

Lets all pray in our religion to him *Prays*


Well, then i went straight to HE class.
Cooked Fried Rice. first to finish again.
:)
made my girl wait for me.. bad ah me ==

Then bring her to Kovan MRT. then i took MRT then she took bus and went home.

Come home, online, talk talk talk. then went to dota.

Come back dota. talk with her till now.
and kinda bored
so blogging :D




9more days. and it will be, 8,7,6,5,4,3,2,1...
one month aint gonna see you.







Dont Let Them Say You're Aint Beautiful.






Now im gone.
i realise my love for you was strong.
With the pictures hanging on the wall.
I missing you so much.
I kept waiting for the days to fly.


Doesn't seems like the way it seems to be.
There is an empty place in my heart. But you occupied that space on 070510.


There was a not a girl who held my hand. But you held it on 190510.
There was a no girl that i missed so much. But you made me, miss you so much on 080510.

Dont you leave me. And i wont leave you.
If the heart is empty again. Im not gonna occupy it with others feelings.
Because it belongs only to you.
Because, You're The Only One That I Love.

HAHAHAHAHA.

There is only three people i love so much in this world. And thats.
A, G, B


Teeheee.


190510.
went out for movies. planned to go out with Min San and Tono.
but Tono the mother dont let.
So i beg Ariel to go!
thn her mama allow!!!

W000Ts.

Waited her at Kovan MRT after meeting with Min San at Serangoon. Then we took MRT go.
She still so busy msg the Keith ._.

But nvm leh :) Ariel is mine :P
Then on the way, i like, switch side, talk talk.
Reach dhouby ghaut. Then went to eat first. Because since wake up. i havent even eat.
bought big mac. then min san buy mcflurry only ._. Ariel dun wan eat. so i force her eat, about 5 fries? lols.


Went upstairs... too tall lah. need take so many escolator x.x
Bought robin hood tickets.
but must wait 1hr leh... so we decided to look for ATM as i need to draw out some personal money.
DONT HAVE ANY FUCKING ATM IN THAT PLAZA SINGAPURA! WTF.
Totally stunned ._. no POSB ATM. what the fuck?

Lols.
went upstairs. watch a bit trailer then time, 2.50 so we decided to go in. and we went in... realised we never bought any drinks or popcorn. i totally forgot ==

left Ariel inside x.x

then i bought the, popcorn with the coffee and one extra drink for Ariel :)

WEnt back in, saw some bloody old guy sittin beside her. but dun care bah :D

then show started leh. i force her eat eat. coz she like never eat ==
she drink a bit only. the rest i ended up drinking....
Then it was like, super duper wuper, difficult.. Just to hold her hand, i hesitated like, 20times? lols. but in the end, i held her hand. so warm :)

but her mum call then i let go leh. then i held again. then the mama msg. then i let go :O

Never held anymore ><
Haha.

But it was so cool ^^
after the movie, we went home. took mrt. and Min san drop at serangoon. i drop with Ariel at Kovan.. when we just tap our ez-link and going out, she pull pull then she say her sister there?!

i fall back quickly liao...
at first i was scared that she saw us. but i cannot be scared beside my girl rite.? so i ask her dun worry and just go :D
so she went alone there leh :(

then she msg say that the sis never saw. Heng ah!

we msg all the way. then online also :D

but soon i left her for DOTA. coz min sna wan badly play leh


but i love that day :)


190510 :D

We sitting here in singapore. playing some DOTA.
i feel you man.
We sitting here in singapore. playing some DOTA
we runnin around creeps.



DOTA.
Yesterday, played DOTA, alot. lols.

today, just update a bit before i go out :)
well, she is coming with us. Hehe.
but, you know.. im leaving so soon. and its for almost like a month ._.

but i still need to see my grandpa.. he is old you know. so who knows what might happen. I dont even know whether i will die today, tommorrow, or even now!





The morning rain, cloud up my window. and i cant see at all. but your pictures on the wall, reminds me that it's not so bad.

Yo Yo!


May 6th.
got to hear people say happy birthday... well you know the feeling you get. it was great.

May7th. cooked on that day. for HE of course. Dumb jason became my partner, well can call him slave if you want to.

May8th.
DOTA till i sleep?

May9th. went for tuition, come back home and slacked. unfortunately, no dota..


May10th. Took sci exam, kinda eaasy but, never studied so what can i do? just filled in those i knew. Hopefully i pass.

May11th. DOTA.
May12th. Took history exam, didnt had enough time but still managed to finish.

Well, its boring everyday. Nothing special. Only the word MAYB, stays in the brain.
Nothing else seems to matter. wonder if can get either yes or no. that might make me wake up a little. and im starting to rap a little bit you know. hopefully i can rap some days.


Yeah. soon gonna back to my country, Mongolia :)
Will be elated to see my grandparents and relatives. May 30th, im waiting for you.
But, i will not get to talk to her more often...
Everytime i enjoy something, other things just starts to decline. its kinda sucks isn't it? Why is the reality so cruel towards some certain people?
ask yourself....






His wallet has fucking green notes.
His worst fear is a lil kid lives into opposite wall.
He is a problem child
dyed hair, a family that allows no swearing is a hell.
Nightmares in the night Daymares in the morning.
what bothers him all comes out.
His pop walked out on him.
he probably knock him out if he see him again.
His step pop gived him a shit.
so he socked him and broked his nose..

This song is for anyone.

i sit back with this pack of zig zags
and this bag
of this weed it gives me the shit needed
to be the most meanest child on this world.
and since birth i've been cursing you
with this curse to just curse
and just blurt this berserk and bizarre
shit that works.
and it sells and it helps in itself to relieve
all this tension these sentences
gettin stress thats been eating me
recently off of this chest
and i rest again peacefully.
But at least have the decency in you
to leave me alone, when you freaks see her out
in the streets when im eating or feeding my dog
to not come and speak to her.
im not Mr.nice
i dont know you and she dont fucking owe you a thing.
im not what your friends think
i can be a dog
if you tempt me my tank is on empty
no patience is in me and
if you offend me
im liftin you 20m in the air
i dun care who is there and who saw me destroy you
go call your lawyer, file you a lawsuit
i'll smile in th courtroom and buy you a wardrobe
im tired of all of you
i dont mean to be mean thats all
i can be is just me.

sometimes i hate to be bothered.
with all of this nonsense its constant
and all of this controversy circles me
and it seems like they points finger at me
so i point one back at them but not the index or pinkie
or the ring or the thumb, its the one
you put up when you dont give a fuck.
when you just wont put up
with the bullshit they pull
cause they full of shit too
when a she is gettin bullied
and shoots up at me
and thats when i dont give a damn.
but im glad cause
they feed me the fuel that i need for the fire to burn
and its burning and i have returned



Just shut up and listen.
haiyoo...

To the people who hates me :D


Only reason i dissed you all in the 1st place. is because you guys pissed me!

Sit back and relax girly or boyly.. kick back and relax.
Grab a six pack while i kick the facts :P
Yeah EmL's sick track, perfect way to get you understood.
wanna hear something wick wack?
i got the exact same thats on your mum's back!
im pissed now!!
oh gee thats supposed to me? no way..
im gonna smile at you all the way till you get bored of it :D

wow. didnt expect you to go balls out :D

bastard/bitch stfu before i put everything in a different way.





i took you as my friend but you dont wanna it? then well its alright coz i have way too many for you to count! enough telling me whatever you wanna do it to me coz i cant see the action you gonna do. like im gonna sit and fight with you. you hit and i laugh at you outside from the office when you getting scolded. but if you embrassing me im embrassing you. this 31 but you wanna take it to 42? i dont think you wanna that. you wanan fight me with over some small things ? LOL. tell you a sentence? please grow up :D

i aint saying this shit to only person note that its to everybody.

im sure you dont want me go out all..

now should i keep saying or stop it?
im superman too :D




So if you consider me still you then SING THIS SCRIPT!
if you dont, dont let your eyes have a contact with me :D

as you wished. i'll shall **** off from your so "PREFECT" life :D really. *waves* bye nia. will 'miss' you a lot :(

TO SOMEONE HU ALSO PISSED ME OFF IN CLASS:
EH PLEASE LARH!DONT JUMP TO CONCLUSION LORH!
wth is ur ur damn prob noww??
ehh my problem between me and frens r settled whyye must euu go interfere?
yeash i know euu wan protect her.
i dont mind tat but wadd ii really mind ish that EUU JUMPED INTO CONCLUSION!
have euu known de whole storie?
have euu known who started it?
NO RIGHT? WHY THE BLOODY HELL MY FAULT LA?
I DONT GIB A DAMN ON WTHR EUU OLDER THAN ME
OR WHATSOEVER!!YAHHH CONTINUE INSULTING ME AND SAYING ITS MY FAULT!
DO IT LAH!WALAO. DO EUU KNOW IM NT DE ONI ONE PISSED?
HAVE EUU EVR WONDERED AND THINK ABT PPL'S FEELINGS?
ESPECIALLY WHEN THEYRE INSULTED??
YOU'RE SERIOUSLY ANOTHER BLOODY TIRD BUS.
forget it! just zipp ur damn mouth and dont come into girl's problems!
euu just see her cried.YA! but euu dunno HOW IT STARTED AND END.
so if euu dunno all this damn things,
SHUT THAT DAMN MOUTH UP!!!-----credits to Valerie :)


awww.can i give a mind too?

i dont care if i did jump to conculsion or whatever. the thing is that, u pissed her off and she cried because of that. i interfere coz you fucking cant solve a small prob. i totally agree with Effie :) *claps hands*
I DONT KNOW THE FUCKING STORY. I DONT KNOW WHO THE FUCK STARTED IT... YOU PISSED PEOPLE AND THEM CRY! FUCKING AGE. DID I EVEN SAID MY FUCKING AGE MATTERS AND YOU GOTTA RESPECT ME?! LMAO. ALL MY MIND KNOW IS THAT, I DIDNT EVEN FUCKING SAID THAT.. I DONT CARE ABOUT YOUR FEELINGS OR OTHERS. AS LONG U PISS HER. THATS IT. I DUN GV A BLOODY DAMN :) (SUHAR THANKS FOR GIVIN ME SUCH AN NICE ENG)
YOU'RE SERIOUSLY ANOTHER BLOODY TIRD BUS.--- AM I EVEN BLEEDING? LOL.AND BTW, MY MOUTH DOESNT HV ZIP. NOBODY DOES. THE ZIP IS IN FRONT OF THE PRIVATE PART. SCI FAILED?! OMGEEE... AND MY MOUTH IS NOT DAMN. YOUR GOD GIVED THIS MOUTH. SO IF YOU RESPECT HIM. RESPECT MY BODY PARTS... :D